Thursday, September 4, 2008
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My boss aint here again.
So, that's to say, I'm gonna get bored. But hey, no. I'm going to settle some stuff today.
You know, I'm listening to some emo songs that makes me ultra emo now. =( I don't know why this would happen, but when i'm bored, I would start to think a lot?
Well, I thought of my first day of every school I attended. I tell you, I remembered all these shit very well. Cos I can't adapt to some environment fast enough, beats me too as to why I'm like that, so I remembered every single details that I went through. I need years to settle down. =( For primary school, I only kind of accepted that hey, I have to go school, this is what I'm going to face for the next 365 days, i think at P5? lool. Slow uh. Don't laugh.
The same goes for the other educational institution I attended.
Then I thought of the things I had done in my life, that made me regret. It's good that I learnt how to regret, cos I know these mistakes would never happen again. Really. I would do anything to make sure this does not happen again. I'm please with how things are going on now. Except for the damn attachment.
I feel so confined. I can't stand sitting the whole day wasting my time away. I rather waste my time at home. Get it? And becos of this, I'm not able to settle a lot of work and have to rely on people. Including returning of libary books. It makes life all seem so meaningless.
After my attachment, when I get back my freedom. I can be independent again.
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Posted at 10:13 AM