Saturday, March 29, 2008
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Went out with dear today. I cant believe im able to open up to her. Lol. I told her things that i thought only i would know and carry with me till I die. Felt so much better after tt.
After tt went to compass to meet pri sch mates. Wah, all changed so much!! Then i saw erherm. Lol. waaahhh!!! going crazy alr. Okay. enough said!
Going pulau ubin tmr! yay!!
Posted at 12:09 AM
Monday, March 17, 2008
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i'm sick again. =( I think the weather got something to do with it. Will be going to Eu Yan Seng for consultation before going KE. uurgh.
Came across the vitamin C, graduation on youtube. Oh holyshit. It made me so emo. haix. It brought back plenty of memories. Do some analysis here. hehe.
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
(Yes, we would talk about tt in the nearby park. My friends are the remaining near-extinct teenagers who would spend their time at a garden in the blazing afternoon. -.-!)
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
(We talked abt this very much! I wanted to be unbelievably rich and work in shenton way. One of them said she wanted to be a housewife...)
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
(The abv chunk. Damn bloody true and sad. But who would say their heartfelt words to the close one ard them. I think not very applicable in our conservative society who are not accustomed to mushy words...I cant imagine going up to my parents and hug them saying how much they meant to me. Much less my friends. lol. Dun be too upset. I just find it er, i dunno. It's complicated.)
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
(Yea, the pretty and sociable (in my context, the talkative ones) got the guys. lol. i dun. So there they go, talking all day and night, sms-ing one another during lesson. So left me alone to challenge the teacher! muahaha!! heh, no, im an obedient student with a good track record, doubt i would win anyway.)
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
(Ha, life is nv fair.)
And this is how it feels
* As we go on, we remember all the times we had together
And as our lives change come whatever, we will still be friends forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
(Lame jokes were the coolest jokes in pri sch. Damn, even a housefly knocking onto a glass pane seems funny to me -.-. lol. And i do remember everything we learnt in sch. Like in pri sch, during pri 3 we were taught the long division method, where u draw something tt looks like square root over numbers. Waah, tt teacher taught me till she almost grab the broom and plonk it on my head. =( ps la teacher...not tt i dun wan to learn, but im a tad slower den the rest...but hey! i had a slight growth spurt in sec sch okay!! LOL!)
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can heather find a job that wont interfere with her tan?
(Im just a small timer rule breaker. lol. Those kind tt u can get away easily like being late, wandering round the sch during lesson time and tucking out of shirt. I will nv get into fights and smoke or eat powerderish substance (cannot fill stomach and waste $$) Cause i no balls. hehe.
I sometimes really suspect the standard and quality of the education system. Are we really tt capable or able to apply what we have learnt in society. See those engineering guys who are always sprouting vulgarities, those ah beng if ask them repair those electrical stuff, kena sock-se-cute how? Then the thing explode. kla kla, i know my imagination very off and wild. -.- but true ma, i cant imagine myself handling those financial stuff nxt time without screwing up...And what if they become doctors and give wrong medicine how!!! den the patient die! *faints...)
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Haix, all of us are growing up, and i simply cant believe it. We are gonna face the world. We are going to earn money. We are going to support our parents. We are going to pay the loans, the insurance, the instalments, the burger, the oil, the vegetables, the noodles, the shoes, the clothes, the bed, the shoe rack, the door. We are going to find our other half. we are going to start a family. we are going to have children. We are going to... OMGOMGOMGOMG.
arrgghh!!!
aiya think so much also no use.
so
HERE I COME WORLD!!!! =)
Posted at 11:42 AM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
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Quote:
I would say a man should always have the most say in a relationship, regardless of nationality. And the girl is always happy when the man is the leader
True meh?
I personally dont think so leh. Man and Woman both have a say in the relationship, regardless of nationality. Full stop. And the girl is always happy when the man is the leader? Sure or not. I think a girl is most happy when the leader is a capable one la.
I notice the recent news being reported in the newspaper where they talked abt the present Singapore woman. They said, they are a bunch of princess who likes to be pampered, where guys have to carry handbags for them, and just treat them as the are the precious one.
Okay, fair enough, some ladies can really go eat sh*t. But when the mcp syndrom starts to act up saying that the girls are suppose to stay at home, look after the kids, or even now, are not willing to have kids, earn a higher income, wants to have an equal say, etc etc, it can get really annoying.
Aiyo, what suppose to stay at home. They are able to go out help support the family, i think can really tou xiao lor. Afterall girls recieve so much education not to bring up kids at home leh, dont like that waste their parent's 10 years of education investment leh. Look after kids. Eh, whats the kindergarten and childcare for =.= Ppl spend so much to learn how to take care of ur kids, give them some job to do lah. Not willing to have kids. Given S'pore high cost of living, I think it is acceptable should a woman or even the couple decides not to have kids.
No point having so many kids yet they have to come out and suffer. I think as parents you would not want to see that right. Living within your means is the way to go. Ppl earn higher income also want to hiam. It goes to show how capable ppl is ma. Dont waste time to be jealous, spend the time on how u can improve so that you are as capable as her.
Haiz. I think those mcp should just wake up and face reality that society is changing. Everyone needs to upgrade and maintain themselves so as to be able to survive the competition. So just face up to that fact and stop living in the world where you think woman have to be submissive and continue the family line. =.=
Posted at 6:56 PM
Saturday, March 8, 2008
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A post specially dedicated to you.
Dear Haini,
It have been such a long time since we meet up. hmmm, eh, i dono what to say to you leh. lol. This is a forced dedication! omgomgomg! ok la, i talked abt what i thought abt you when we first knew one another.
Seriously ar, i also dono how we knew one another. lol. I only know we got very close at the end of the yr. hmm, if something (which i dono is what thing) did not bring us together, i doubt i would know you cause your height and my height dun tally so i dont think i will make friends with u. lol!! ok la, just jk. heheheee. Height doesnt matter. All i need to is squat down when listening to u. (= see! so good!
The past memories with u did brought some smile to me. Cause i dont remember us quarelling. But we did bully "someone" together. lol. Actually i dun understand why we bullied her, but aiya, teenagers are like tt. lol. Although we just did some random dirty tricks and trade gossips, hmm, im glad we are still the more "boleh" ones in class. hahaa. And ar! dun abit abit cry leh! Wah, tt time u fell down, den u started crying. I really dono what to do leh! Press u for reasons why u cry, u tell me u duno -__________-
Oh! plus during sec 1. Shreejana. lol. You saw her breaking the chair into 2 pieces. and u just happily laughed away instead of helping her. lololol!! but me also la, im also laughing at my seat there. lol.
hmm, although u can be quarrelsome, nasty, hot tempered, moody, emotional, compulsive-cat-admirer syndrome which always act up 24/7, but i do appreciate that you are honest. Lol, or so i thought, u better lie if you are not as honest as i thought u are. And also, you dun think things very complicatedly when we talked, simplicity do makes life easier at times. Plus tt, we are both very blur! lol. hint: cinema, time not there, halfway into show.
okay, so this is all. Happy??
lol! see u on friday okay!!
Posted at 11:11 PM
Thursday, March 6, 2008
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So im now juggling between KE and work. There are quite a number of datelines to meet for work where I have to draft out the contracts, count the salaries and basically do accounts for my niang. =.= I think she bluff me that it is government stuff about some kind of e-filing. So make me chiong. She really does know how to make use of ppl. Haha, but aiya, since i take her salary, must do work. My principle is that : The amount of reward that you recieve, you better make sure you put in that amount of hardwork so that you are on par with it. Well, otherwise I think, my own self-conscience would act up.
I still remembered how my CATS teacher taught me. He was a great teacher in terms of his views on workplace ethics but not those creative stuff, waste of time. Anyway his lesson went like this.
For example,
You are paid $1200 to do the admin associated work in the office plus some other miscellaneous jobs. Now, if let's say you somehow very chao tua (lazy), very inefficient, always late for work, always jiak zua (eat snake), hand in work that are of lousy quality, then you are said to be not living up to the expectations of the job.
Some analysis over here:
From the beginning, once you accepted the administration job, there is an agreement, verbal or non verbal implied form that you would do all the task allocated to you. And as agreed, you would recieve $1200 at the end of the month for the task that you were asked to do.
Outcome:
If you are inefficient and do not live up to the standard of the job scope, then is it alright for the boss to deduct some amount from the $1200 and give what you deserve for that quality and quantity of work? (maybe $800). Imo, I think it is alright and
that should be they way.
Not only can this be applied in your future workplace, it is also applicable to your studies, part-time job (even if it is a small time potato peeler, just peel it nicely! =D), cca and any other responsibilities that you have agreed to take up.
In conclusion, this boils down to one chinese idiom, yi fen gen yun, yi fen shou huo, (frm jin, not sure if it is correct or not =P)
Ok. lesson ended! Now now, remember to pass me 5 bucks if you see me as lesson fee ar!!
Posted at 11:04 AM