SYing Teo
Rosyth, Hougang Secondary, NP
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Got miss me…?

Better say yes, cos I miss you all. =(

For that one week while serving my attachment, I finally understood how boredom can kill. For day 1, there isn’t much for me to do. They even had to source things for me to do. So there I was, shaking my leg, rolling all around the office on that big comfy chair, finishing all the beverages at the pantry, making those male colleagues refill it up.

Day 2 was another so so day. Aiya, don’t talk about attachment, its pretty boring, I think I’m going to become a very boring person because I’m being and would be cultivated in a boring environment for the next few weeks. So if you so happen to talk to me after 6 weeks, you maybe might not get a reply? I don’t know, but I think I’ll change.

Actually , I think this attachment is a little unfair to me?

Let me tell you the reasons. Firstly, I need to be entertained 24 hrs. OH NO NO NO! FORGET WHAT I SAID! FORGET! NOT 24 HRS. I still want to sleep ._.  I need to be entertained when I’m awake. Geez, that’s the word. Yeh. So, when I’m not being put to good use, my body clockwork would start to deteriorate. And when it starts to deteriorate, ZZzzzz…. Zzzzz…zzzz…..zzz…

So, imagine if you’re the boss, and you see your employee Zzzz…zzz..zzz. You know what would happen next right? Conclusion: Not good for report.

Secondly. I have to wear office wear to work for 4 days a week. I don’t mind the clothings. But office wear includes shoes my dear. No, they don’t call it shoes. Office people calls it heeeeeellls. Its heels. Now, you very well know that I’m most vulnerable when in heels. Want me to die early? Just take a lizard and run after me with my heels on. You don’t even have to start running, I’ll just collapse there and die. And damn heels, they made my feet swell/ sore/ ache after just a day of wearing them. I wonder how those office lady tahan them, and I swear I didn’t see one of them changing to slippers.  

And when my feet gets hurt, SYing cant walk properly you know. And when that happens, she couldn’t give a damn to her appearance and would not hesitate to mount off them and walk around barefooted. My boss/bosses are one of those small fries in there, so imagine my big boss see me walking around barefooted and scold my boss who would then boss me around and there goes my report again ._.

I don’t want to carry on talking abt it anymore. But seriously, there’s a lot of things to mark me down from what I am doing. I’m pretty sure you all know I’m a regular at a particular forum at this certain timing when I’m so not suppose to. =(

I’m looking forward very enthusiastically to something. Not tmr, not work on Monday. BUT PRACTICE! =D

Posted at 12:03 AM

I know you all love me. So do bear with today’s' long post. Cos I’m extremely bored~

Life is good (or maybe not). I’ve confined myself to the piano area of my house, cos my house is in a pretty huge mess. We’re packing and throwing all unwanted items out. I’m astonished to learn of some treasures hidden in my house. Guess what I’ve found. I found this “treasure chest”.

Ewwww, I know you don’t believe me. Okay fine, I upload and show you.

See! Never bluff you right. Walao. And in there, lay some items which I thought was precious 10 yrs ago. Hmm. They included, monopoly currencies, (so that’s where it have gone), a bottle of badly folded stars, an artistically drawn map by an eight year old child, and other miscellaneous barang barang.

I suspect, this must have been one of my pirates’ role playing game. Woah, what an interesting childhood I have uh.

Other interesting stuff has been dug out too, but I shan’t say. Heheh.

Anyway, I’ve gave up collecting the trash that have accumulated over the years. I hereby declare that I would pass on this honourable task to my sisters. =)

So here I am, stuck at one corner of my house, trying to look as pitiful as I can to my mother. Speaking about my mother, she collaborated with my sisters and slammed and criticised my small eyes! >.<

Yesterday over dinner, they suspected that my eyes aren’t as small as what they seem to be. Hello? How can you suspect that of your very own daughter right? Like as though I would purposely open my eyes halfway and walk all around.

So, she decided that I should become like my other sisters with ping pong balls for eyes. She taught me to open my eyes “bigger” so that it looks “bigger”. She pulled and yanked my eye lids up and told me to HOLD IN THERE!

OEH! SIAO EH!

Eyes small means eyes small!

I cannot from ._. become 0.0

You can’t expect me to have that shock expression everywhere I walk right, and it’s painful for my eyes too. =(

From then on, she somehow started thinking that I was just purely lazy that I didn’t want to open my eyes to the fullest. Then she went on and on about my da xiao yan (big small eyes). Eh, I can’t help it that I’ve a lazy eye and decided to use only an eye to navigate around ma. =(

Oh btw, I had a hair cut yesterday. Things did not turn out as expected. The lady misunderstood my explanation on how I wanted my hair to be trimmed. ._.

So if you guys are going to see my anytime, don’t laugh at me =( Hair will grow back one, give me some time okay?

T.T

Actually there’s much more things I wanna blog about, but I decided to leave it for the night. I just printed out some nice pieces and wee~! =D

Posted at 11:39 AM

My English standard has gone from bad to worse. Today SOM paper, I almost threw away some marks, but thanks to my second thoughts of checking the paper through once more, I picked it back.

There’s this question which asked to explain the principle of effective management. One of the factors was reinforcing excitement. So, I went on to elaborate on the point. Mostly bullshit and what I thought that factor was about. I wrote: Reinforcing excitement is under the job scope of the project manager whereby he has to ensure that his team members have the constant motivation to do their work. In other words, he must take note that they cannot feel sian.

._.

Oh My Holy Cow la. Heng ar~ *pats chest* Lucky got read through; I can’t imagine what would it be like if I handed up that only to realize that folly. Anyway, I think this paper is pretty easy. I love the calculation questions in there =D

Tomorrow, last paper! Accounting! HAHAHA! Love it! =D I’m so going to stay up all night to enjoy my date with Accounting. Heheh. Right now, I’m still tired from the nap that I’ve taken just now. And hungry too, I hate afternoon papers. =(  

My mum didn’t even realize that I came home. It was only 30 mins later, and that’s also after I called her asking her what’s for dinner. ._.

Next time, I make sure that I overturn some furnitures while coming into the house. Only then will my presence be noticed! =D

Posted at 6:09 PM

I cannot stand it already. I must touch the computer! This sexy being here, is a must touch. ._. I’ve been partially awake since 7am. Snoozing in between here and there. My attention span is getting shorter and shorter and shorter. =(

Oh yesterday train ride to piano lesson was pretty annoying. There’s this group of secondary kids, discussing and whispering away among themselves. Guess what they were talking about.

Hmm, can guess?

Can’t?

Okay, I’ll tell you. They were confirming my sex and sexuality among themselves. Pretty annoyed. Furthermore, I wasn’t in the best of my mood yesterday. As soft as they could go, hoping I won’t catch their glances every now and then, and most importantly, what they were saying. Heh, surprisingly I did manage to catch a few words. Keywords mind you.

It doesn’t help that I could do a little bit of lip reading. They didn’t bother to cover their mouth as they pass those dirty little secrets around. So from Hougang all the way to Dhoby, I was subjected to public nuisance and stares. I stared at them back when I couldn’t take it any longer. Hahah. They got freaked out initially and went silent. But after awhile, they got use to it and continued. SAME TOPIC! KAU! ._.

To the best of my hearing and lip reading skills:

Dumb Kid (1): Eh, you see opposite that one, you think boy or girl?

Dumb Kid (2): I think is guy.

Dumb Kid (1): But somehow got the girl girl look leh.

Dumb Kid (3): (Chucks in) Aiyer, go over and ask la.

Dumb Kid (2): Eh why, interested ar. lololol. 

*giggles all the way and continue*

._.

Before you think I’m just pushing the blame to someone regarding their doubts on me as a FEMALE, I was wearing a perfectly normal female teenager clothing. Besides, I can’t help it if I do look a little more on the masculine side even with the female clothing’s as camouflage right. Don’t expect me to wear skirts, be generous in pink and attach a dumb hairband onto my head. ._. No way.

Life is such an irony. I wonder why when we fall, it hurts more when we douse water over the injury to clean up but it doesn’t when it’s left alone for the bacteria to chew up the meat.

During exam period, blogging is one of the best past time when online. Television programs are especially nicer to watch. Piano practicing always seems not enough. The food intake is somehow bigger. And sleeping is a luxury. No. Sleeping has always been a luxury. =D

Okay, I promise not to touch my keyboard till 8pm. I’ll study to the best of my concentration. Oh Holy Cow~ 

Posted at 12:46 PM
It's early and so how not awake am I. lol. I got up pretty early not to study, but to enjoy breakfast with my parents. Firstly, I get to receive free food; secondly, I get to accompany them! =D Oh, what a filial dotter. heheh. The world works in a reciprocal way, or so I thought. The donations they're giving me now, I'll donate to them back in future. =D see! It's a promise.

Before you start rolling your eyes, allow me to explain, I would be sent to exile soon, far far away down the eastern side of Singapore, where many people depart from their love ones. So I guess I would not be able to enjoy most of the meals with them for a period of time. I don’t want them to miss me! =( It’s terrible to miss someone you know. I can’t help being family oriented. Okay, stop it, stop rolling your eyeballs, they’re going to drop out any moment. ._.

And IEF yesterday was HO HO HO. LOL. I came back telling my niang to be prepared that I might fail, cos this paper really sucked out all my confidence. I’m not trying to be pessimistic, but sometimes, you just can see things coming and there isn’t any point living in self-denial. Lol. I don’t want to cheat myself! =D

Anyway, yesterday, HA. I FARTED and SHITTED at IEF. LOLOL. It’s not easy alright, you need to be full of shit before you can do that. ._. I forgot some of my notes that I’ve studied, so I decided to use whatever common or uncommon sense I had left within me, and choke IEF.

While preparing for school yesterday, I was thinking whether I should wear red not. After all, people say that RED makes your competitors scared. I wanted to scare the people taking the exams around me. Hey, it’s a good idea okay, I will pull down 4 people. No. 3. The person in front can’t see me, unless I decided to wobble and do some funky dance in front of him and try to scare him ._. By making 4, no 3, people scared, I get to pull down some of their results, thus helping myself by getting the IEF markers to moderate those lousy results, and hopefully, allow me to scrape through. Pretty good idea uh~ But I didn’t do it, lol. I was too kind.

Posted at 7:46 AM
Damn kids. Don't they have to go to school? It isn't the holiday period right.

Just when I’ve the mood to study, you make a ruckus with your damn tricycle, scooting up and down. One more time, and I’ll make sure tonight, I would dismantle your stupid bike and keep the wheels till my exams are over. See how you use the bike. -_______-

That right hand side neighbour, shit man, you better watch out. What’s up with you screaming your head off when you see one of your plant leave turning brown. To think my glare didn’t scare the shit of you. -.- Nvm, I’ll give your ugly plants some hair cut tonight.

I’m going to be busy tonight. ._.

And what’s up with the burning of incense today. It made my throat so dry, my body stinks cause of that, and now, it’s my third time bathing to get the smell off. It’s too pungent for me to concentrate much less to say the choking smoke. Although it’s my own religion, I can’t help but criticise it at times._. It’s just giving me too much discomfort.

My room kind of look like a refugee tent. There’re empty cans all over. Biscuits, snacks and some cans of tuna. Think I might do well cos there’re just so many encouragements all over the place!! =D

Posted at 2:15 PM
Now now now..

I know why I can't concentrate for the past few days already. Reason being: There isn't any food for me to munch on at home!

However today, I studied, along with 2 sets of LJS breakfast, an apple, a pot of lou bak. Woah, all the info auto go in my head! heheheh!! Just today alone, although I completed only 10%, but I'm very satisfied cause I understood everything. =DDD

So don't blame me when I refuse to study with you, I need the comfort to eat as unglamly as possible in order to study! =D

I'm off to study!! (and eat)

Posted at 2:35 PM
I've downloaded all the emo-iest song I could've ever find. =(

Feeling empty, yet frustrated. Sometimes, when the frustrations build up, you just leave everything there and not even want to look at it. Initially, you do have high expectations of yourself, naively thinking that if whoever can do it, so can I, and it does help at times, but not this time round. It’s out. IEF.

I wonder if I’m really going to succumb to you that easily. I’ve never bowed down to any subjects before, no matter how it got into me. Back then, when so called friends around me said that don’t bother studying cos I would fail in the end, I got even more agitated by that. ._.

I kind of trudged through it, and yea, I admit that I did made myself proud and shut their mouth up. I love the look of disbelieve etched on their faces. It’s unforgettable.

However, in this game, you caught me, squarely in the face. Just amused that you’ve whispered the word “gotcha” into my ear, thankful that you’ve not back stabbed me. At least you get to see my shock and pain-filled face when that knife gets in.
You’re robbing me of my securities and even more seriously, my pride. I won’t let you sketch your signature E or even better, D on my result slip.

BUT, I’ve not fallen; I’ll still put up a good fight, and kick you this idiotic monster who made me so freaking upset and emo in the ass with my esplanade 19 bucks heels.

You have made it to here. I'm proud of you.

Posted at 12:12 AM
Scammers nowadays do not scam with their brains. Over the past 2 days, my niang received 2 calls from the same <--keyword China man. From the first call alone, already got loophole lor. I'll do some free translation for the benefit of chinese illiterates who read my blog, inclusive of chinese people themselves too. 

Posted at 10:27 AM
For the past 2 days, I'd been the one taking care of the household. *beams in pride*

Posted at 9:19 AM
Public holidays sucks la. So much time to waste and I get pretty unproductive. =( 

Posted at 10:49 AM


Posted at 7:59 AM
I thought everyone's weaknesses is actually what that made them unique. It's only through this flaw that they're what they're suppose to be. So why keep asking the people around you to change? I don't get it. 

Posted at 9:11 PM
I shan't lie that I'm feeling good. 

Posted at 10:52 PM

1)SYing loves you
2)SYing is going to do something that she knows she won't regret. =)